Literally, that is.
Woke up this morning after having had enough sleep and I felt dizzy. Dizzy enough that I didn’t trust myself to drive to work so I stayed home. It was as though I had the flu and I couldn’t understand what it was. I took a nap to regain some energy — I also felt exhausted — and I did dream but I’ve forgotten it now. Drats. That could have given me some insight.
My first thought was that this could be a symptom of a twin flame merge or an energy upgrade. Something is afoot and my body is telling me to get some rest. I had a whole list of things to do today and I managed to get some done, hieing myself off to the car to do errands so that I could feel productive somewhat. One of those errands was to bring my computer to the shop — which I think was meant to happen today because now, since I’m not streaming anything or watching movies in the background, I have the luxury and necessity of silence.
I’ve been asking my guides for an answer to what this dizziness is all about. Nothing popped out for most of the afternoon until I watched this video on You Tube. One of her messages for this week’s guidance was to listen to the signs. Just as she said that, I looked at the shaker in front of me. It was my protein shaker which I had filled with chlorophyll and hadn’t seen in weeks. Since my main viewing computer was missing in action, I thought to myself, I’ll just watch DVDs tonight. I go to the DVD and on it was my chlorophyll bottle. I wasn’t feeling well, so I thought that drinking some of it would help. And, that’s where the shaker comes in.
You know what was written on it? “Leave Humanity Behind!”
That’s my answer. At least, my Starseed one. The human twit in me thought, “OMG, am I dying?”, and a surge of panic raced through me. Even though I have, at times, dramatically begged for death in the event that I was relegated to a lifetime of unrequited love, now, if at all it’s thrust upon me, I’m not quite sure if I’m ready for it.
(The signs are coming fast and strong. Just as I was typing that, when I paused to think what to write next, something in my computer popped up — Powergear Hybrid — which is telling me to embrace my duality as both human and divine being. Thanks!)