On my side of the world, it was September 8th, 2016 last night. Since an energy portal was opening up, the first of the three — 9, 18, 27 — I thought to get ready for it.
I watched two videos of light language activations specific to the portal opening:
- TWIN FLAMES LIGHT LANGUAGE BLESSINGS FROM OUR SIRIAN FRIENDS; and
- TWIN FLAMES LIGHT LANGUAGE FINAL RELEASE OF KARMA ACTIVATION.
While listening to these videos and letting the energy and light codes settle within me, I could feel the pressure on my crown chakra but I couldn’t really tell the movement of the energy as “Iamangelics” was narrating. I could tell that it affected me because my energy changed soon after. I felt lighter, less fearful of the future.
I went to bed soon after that, asking my Higher Self and Spiritual Team for guidance through my dreams. And my dreams were vivid! Except that I lost them as soon as I woke up because I wasn’t quite feeling well.
At around close to 5AM (who knows? Maybe it was really 4:44! haha, I don’t know. I didn’t look at the clock), I woke up with a very strange feeling — like I felt very hot and very cold at the same time. It’s like my body couldn’t decide what it would feel like. It was very confusing.
I remember thinking to myself, “Am I sick? But this isn’t what sick feels like.” Normally, when I get sick in the middle of the night, I wake up with a gut wrenching feeling in the pit of my stomach and I know I have to rush to the bathroom with the runs. Very rarely do I have to throw up. In fact, I can’t even remember the last time I threw up because I don’t get drunk anymore.
Long story short, my wondering what was besetting me was interrupted quite rudely by a familiar heave out of nowhere. I jumped out of bed to rush to the bathroom but guess what? I didn’t even make it past the door. And I seriously felt like a tamed down version of the Exorcist projectile vomiting. This continued on in the bathroom until I didn’t have any left to spew and I set about cleaning up the mess so I could get back to bed and “mend myself” with rest.
I was fine in the morning after I’d gotten a couple of hours sleep. It didn’t even feel like those days when I’d get sick the night before and I’d be afraid to take in anything for fear of becoming best friends with the bathroom again. I just felt hungry which I only took as normal since I expelled everything inside me the night before.
So what was that all about? I don’t think it was anything I ate because I had been clean eating the past week and didn’t take anything unusual. It certainly wasn’t a case of ingesting too much carbs because I didn’t. I had a hunch it had something to do with the portal energies and I asked my Higher Self and Spiritual Team to confirm this. I usually do this during the drive to work and then forget that I asked a question or that my Spiritual Team was given a “special assignment” for the day as soon as I get into work mode.
Every time I relax though — meaning I’m not in the middle of doing something, the answers come. The first one was when I was on a break, and I was there smoking my ciggie by my lonesome. A butterfly came up, the first I’d seen in the long time I’d been taking my breaks there. It was rather big and I was just watching it fly about and then it fluttered right across my line of sight, very close to me. I kept very still wondering if it would land on me, but it didn’t. It just flew straight on. There was a cat nearby getting ready to pounce on it, and for a second, I was scared it would catch it and it would die. And when the cat attempted to pounce, the butterfly deftly avoided it. Whew.
The second sign came much later in the evening on my way home from entertaining myself with a movie and some shopping, lol. I was very near my house already when I remembered my “question” and right there in front of me was a small tricycle (a common mode of transportation where I live) with the numbers 999 looming in front of me.
I asked; they answered. Definitely, this was portal related. Unlike other twins who have been talking about having headaches leading up to it or being told to rest and all that, since I’ve been so engrossed in being paranoid about my parents migration and the eventual problems it would cause me, I didn’t have time to feel anything else. My theory is that when I finally “made myself available” for these activations and energies to work themselves through me, whatever clearing, purging, divine alchemical transposition they were supposed to do came hard and fast. It was like a dam breaking because I had been fending it off the past couple of days. It was like the energies displaced the volume of whatever was inside me so that had to be expelled.
You know, sometimes I feel like the dumbest starseed of the lot because I don’t get signs, visions, etc. as clear as the others seem to get. It’s like I have to piece things together all the time and it becomes another episode in the series The Little Lost Starseed. So I must be like the class goat or something. Or maybe since I come from such a distant and ancient galaxy — my healer couldn’t even identify it at first, she could only tell that I’ve lived lifetimes in Pleiades and Orion but really wasn’t from there — that I hardly remember anything.
But I am from Lyra and my home was obliterated by some alien bad guys that’s why us Lyrans had to move to different galaxys. That’s also most probably why I volunteered to be a twin. You know, not really having a “home base” anymore, so sure, let’s go to Earth and see what’s there. It’s just another adventure anyway.
But that adventure turned out to be several lifetimes separated from my twin who reminds me best of “home”. And now, I’m tired and I want to go home.