The past two days have resulted in miserable ascension symptoms for me. That was after the 911 call Shamama Hunting Owl and Mystic Moon Woman made about getting off social media for three days and a light language transmission to bring us closer to our twins.
That day when I listened to the light language activation was also the 2nd day of my shark week. I am usually debilitated during my second day, but together with ascension symptoms that had me purging from almost all my orifices (vomiting and diarrhea), this one had left me incapacitated. I could hardly hold anything down and that resulted in a mostly liquid diet the whole day through. It was the same the day after although I had no choice but to sit up and get to work because I had a deadline to beat.
The energies that I had to anchor were related to the Solar Plexus Chakra and that’s probably why I had digestive issues.
We were also told to ground ourselves during these intense energetic shifts, to help ourselves and our twins who would be rather confused (if still unawakened) during these times. Of course, I did that.
In other matters, I’m getting divine inspiration for putting up my spiritual business. My very first Reiki patient was my mom who did say that she felt the energy move through her, from the top of her head down to her feet. She couldn’t remember much after that because she was snoring deeply throughout the rest of the session.
My pregnant cousin was my next patient — oh, I’m not counting the Reiki I give my pets okay? But they’ve been patients too. We did it at the office because everyone else had left save for one other person who stood guard at the reception desk for any official business that may come in. The strange thing was that when I was doing reiki on her belly, the fetus seemed to send me messages. I had the distinct feeling that it was going to be a girl and that she would turn out all right. Next, I saw visions of how my cousin would do her best to raise her better than she (my cousin) was raised, giving her opportunities for education and all that. And I had the sense that my cousin didn’t want the baby to turn out like her who was bound by what she didn’t know of the world. And that when the time comes that the baby grew up and became more advanced than her mother, that her mother would resent it somewhat which she shouldn’t do. I’m not sure if I’m supposed to tell my cousin all this. I’ll have to ask.
When asked for feedback, my cousin said that her breathing was improved. She initially had trouble breathing due to a cold prior to the session. She could also feel the heat emanating from my palms and that during the times when I placed my hand on her belly, the baby was very restless. She felt very relaxed and, in her words, felt like she got rid of a lot of toxins after the session.
As for me, I feel loads better and lighter after I do a reiki session. It feels like I’m still carrying the light. Despite my ADHD, the hour seems to pass by without me getting bored. My energy doesn’t seem to get depleted because it’s actually not my energy at work but the Life Force’s. The only strain I feel is from my own sitting/standing position while holding my palms to the body part.
Anyway, like I said, the birthing of my spiritual business is coming to a head. I’ve had inspirations for a logo and if my Photoshop skills were more advanced than what they are, I would have come up with something better by now. I’m still deliberating whether or not I should ask for the help of my artistic cousin with it or not. I do want to get my website up already. Putting it together will be my project work the weekend.
On to the Spiders!
Very strange dream this morning — which is why I actually woke up late even though I was supposed to be early at the office to turn in what I had worked on throughout the night.
I was in the lanai of my grandparents’ old house. The lanai is open and basically just fenced off from the garden and the pool by grills. A spider egg sac blew in. I knew what it was but although I am arachnophobic in real life, I wasn’t scared. More like curious.
So I watched as the spiders hatched forth from that egg sac. The next thing I knew, little spiders were crawling all over me. I didn’t feel them, so I didn’t get that creepy-crawly feeling in my dream, but I could see them. I was just watching them move all over me, and actually pointed them out to someone else who was also in my dream.
Perspective changed in my dream and there was a close up shot of the nearly emptied egg sac. Inside I could see the “Mother Spider”, and its beady eyes — all eight shiny black eyeballs — were staring straight at me. I went back to the spiders crawling on my arm. If I remember correctly, I didn’t quite know what to do with them. My waking instinct was to fling them away or to squish them, but they weren’t all that scary in my dream so I was torn between just letting them be and stomping out what truly terrified me in the third dimension.
Anyway, that’s where the dream ended because I was getting anxious enough and woke up. All in all, I think it was a good dream, bringing positive omen. Here’s what’s been said about dreaming of spiders or spiders as an animal totem:
If Spider is your Animal Totem:
This insect totem teaches you balance between the past and future, physical and spirit, male and female. She is strength and gentleness combined. She awakens creative sensibilities and reminds you that the past is always interwoven with the future. Tarantulas (and all spiders) are the keepers of the primordial alphabet and can teach you how to write creatively. Her body is shaped like the number 8 and she has 8 legs, which is symbol of infinite possibilities of creation. Her 8 legs represent the 4 winds of change and the four directions of the medicine wheel. Spider’s message is that you are an infinite being who will continue to weave patterns of life and living throughout time. Do not fail to see the eternal plan of creation. Those who weave magic with the written word usually have this totem.
Did you see how significant the number 8 was? That message was not lost on me. Eight — the infinity symbol, twin flames.
The spider is a remarkable figure of feminine energy and creativity in the spirit animal kingdom. Spiders are characterized by the skilled weaving of intricate webs and patience in awaiting their prey. By affinity with the spider spirit animal, you may have qualities of high receptivity and creativity. Having the spider as a power animal or totem helps you tune into life’s ebbs and flows and ingeniously weave every step of your destiny.
As the weaver of the web, the spider symbolizes the spirit of creation. In several traditions, she’s the totemic symbol of the Mother, strong feminine energy. In Ancient Egypt, the spider was used as a symbol to represent the goddess of the Divine Mother, Neith. In some American Indian tribes, it is considered as the symbol for the creator of the world and by extension is associated with the female creative energy.
So what do I make out of all this? I think that this spiritual business of mine is on the right path. It is enabling the practical application/emergence of the Divine Feminine in me, and that was one of my primary missions in this lifetime — to realize the Divine Feminine. And I think this is why I feel so good after doing lightwork in line with this — it’s because it is my authentic self that I’m allowing the world to see. It raises my energy to levels of near bliss and I actually feel myself radiating light and glowing like someone in love. No wonder they said that pursuing mission will bring us closer to our twins.
And I feel the Universe supporting me in this endeavor. The ideas come quick. The suppliers who can help me manifest it are at arm’s reach. It’s awesome. So even before it takes off, thank you, thank you, thank you!
I love all of you!