While surfing the web last night, I came across the soul mantra which I, surprisingly, had forgotten over the course of time.
I am the soul,
I am the monad,
I am the light divine.
I am love,
I am will,
I am fixed design.
It had been a while since I uttered that mantra. So, I did.
My reading after that was very nice. I understood the story being told by the cards, as though the answers were being whispered in my ear. It was an immediate understanding.
And even though I tried alternative ways to look at the cards, it didn’t make sense. So I suppose my first take on it was correct.
I woke up feeling connected to and loved by M. It felt wonderful. Like everything was right in the world. 😊
On the drive to work, I was prompted to stay alert for signs.
The first one that resonated with me was “Everest”. Ever. Rest.
Good God, was I going to die?
I asked for a clarificatory sign and I got “Bujoy”, the name of a taxicab. Be. You. Joy.
Holeeee fucktard. Did that mean I was going to die and go to heaven where I could be pure joy?
Despite the positive tenor of the signs, I was about to freak out. Okay, one more try. This time, it was a sign painted on the side of a truck. It said, “Have the Son shine in your life!”. And the graphic of the word “Son” was superimposed with a “Sun”.
- Ever. Rest.
- Be You. Joy.
- The sun/son will shine in my life.
Hmmm. I don’t think it means I’m crossing over – though I hope I’m not wrong.
I do think that my guides are telling me that my ordeal will soon be over or that I should relax because I will be happy soon and the sun will shine on me once more.
It was a very uplifting message. I just hope that that “Joy” will include M.