I just finished a wonderful session with Angel Linamarie. I got in touch with her because of a dream I had the other night. I’m not sure if jotted it down in this blog or what, but it was about me in a marketplace and then being approached by this huge Great Dane (bigger than the normal Great Dane) and this other dog. They were not aggressive but the big dog wanted to hump me and I escaped into this house nearby which turned out to be the bigger dog’s house. Met its owner who said I shouldn’t fear the dog, but I still tried to escape and when other people came in and the dog was distracted, I was able to get out of the house.
I thought it was pretty innocuous (the dream), but apparently, I was right to ask for guidance regarding it because it was heavy stuff that had to do with stuff I still needed to clear. Linamarie even asked that it be towards the end of the session that we deal with the dream since it brought on heavy stuff and we were to tackle the twin flame stuff first.
In my session, we were joined by AA Michael and AA Metatron. Let me jot this down in no particular order just so that I remember.
- I should share my TF story about me and M to others more because it facilitates clearing
- M’s Higher Self joined us. M said that there is not a day goes by that he doesn’t think of me; that he loves me very much (at one point he was giving me kissy faces). Linamarie thought he was so cute.
- He said that 99% we will be together in this lifetime.
- M said that he is doing everything he can right now to clear his ancestral lineage, as I am doing, so that he we can get back together again. L said that there’s around 30% more to clear. I said that the 70% took about a decade to clear and was just wondering what the 30% would translate like in time. She said that the guides don’t work with time because they have no concept of time, but that since I’ve been doing so well, things will happen rapidly. I mean, once the 30% has been accomplish, things will rush in fast. It will create an energetic avalanche for the both of us to come together. AA Metatron was saying that it’s just this 30% that needs to be done and taking it step by step. We’re in the home stretch.
- Part of what I’m getting when I feel that “I don’t want to do this anymore; I want to give up” it’s part of the next step of surrendering, also part of the process. It’s feels like letting go, but it’s really a letting go of control of how it’s going to happen. Like fake labor pains that help us get ready when we’re really giving birth already.
- She also said that, before, time was very loose, and that we had a lot of leeway to exercise free will, but this is a time in our planet where things are speeding up because we have missions to do so that 30% will be faster than the 30% that I had to deal with before. There’s not much time left that’s why M and I are needed to do our missions and bring the light energy to the world. The guides said I should try my best to be patient because they’re doing their part in the back end to get everything into play.
- They’re also saying that they have this magical surprise for me so I just have to show up.
- M picked a very difficult ancestral line to heal and so have I.
- My ancestors were also present and they said that a lot of them incarnated to help clear the lineage but they couldn’t do it. So they sent me to do it and here I am, doing what they thought was impossible. They are very proud of me and will help me.
- L said that it was very difficult to do — at which point I cried, because, yes, it’s been very difficult. We took a moment to hold space for the sacred tears.
- I need to ask assistance or help from others in the things I have to do.
- M and I are old Twin Flames. We’ve already incarnated together before and we’ve gotten together against all odds, so this isn’t new to us and we will do it again. The other TFs that we are currently helping right now are babies compared to us.
- M remembers me a lot because he’s getting signs. He usually gets signs from nature, with how the wind blows, a bird, etc.
- M said to hold on and that I shouldn’t lose faith; he is coming back. He is doing everything he can to get back to me. He’s come up with challenges and it is affecting him physically.
- I asked if we would see each other in person this year, and M said that there is a large possibility that we would, the chances are very good. I told L that I wasn’t getting in touch with him anymore, and she said that the guides (AA Metatron) was working hard to set up our reunion. We might even meet randomly (bleh, I want to be prepared, what if I look like crap when I come across him?). But there’s something magical in store for us regarding our connection, so there’s a good chance of that random bumping into each other. However, they’re still cautioning because there’s still work to be done. It’s time to come into my power as a lightworker in my mission and that’s really needed right now.
- When I was asking about time, I told L that M’s old already, and M said he thinks he’s young at which point I rolled my eyes and told her that yes, he’s confident, he even said that he could live past a hundred years for us to be together. Rolled my eyes again on that one.
- M also said that he liked the idea of asking his Higher Self to snuggle whenever I wake up and to talk to each other before I go to bed. Why am I not surprised? The guy is infinitely more mushy than I am.
- When asked about my job and my mission, the message was to hang on, hold on because AA Metatron is preparing a situation for me wherein I will be able to use my lightwork in my real work. I am still needed in my real work job. There’s some job that they are preparing for me where I’m going to take what I’m learning in my job now and my spiritual work and they will line up together. When that happens that whatever they have prepared for me will kick in already, it will be magical.
- Everything is happening in the exact way it’s supposed to happen, and she said that she doesn’t always say this, but in this case, it seems almost impossible for us not to be together because our souls want it so badly and with the experiences we’ve had before – this is not our first lifetime together – in line with the intuition that I’m already getting.
- My dream (the dog dream) is about clearing that dominant, aggressive masculine energy. Even if I’ve cut the karmic cords with my dad and my brother, I should up it a level. So my next mission order is to EMBODY COMPASSION. I’m already doing it in a lot of ways, but this is kind of a push to take it further. Because when I’m already in that embodied compassionate place, I’m no longer saying — there’s no right or wrong anymore. It’s just two souls that came into this lifetime to learn lessons; and be grateful that they were teachers in this life and you release your soul from that soul contract with them. And I do that by having great compassion and empathy for them.
- She then told me about the Buddhist practice of Tonglen. Where I take in the suffering of others and transmute that into compassion. Take no more than 7 breaths because it is very powerful. During the in-take breath, connect with the person, imagine the breath you are breathing in is red, warm, hot, take it to your heart center, swirl it around until it becomes a cool blue, then breathe it out. This changes the energy, the dynamic, the situation.
Throughout the session, the connection would fluctuate and there were times when I couldn’t hear her or see her. She said that this sometimes happened when there were intense high vibrations between her and the twin she was helping out. I immediately took hold of my Shungite crystals to filter out and lower the vibrations a bit, and the connection stabilized.
So that’s it! I had other questions, but my time was up, and I didn’t feel any urgency in asking them. I still have to work on the 30% in the meantime.
I love M. And he loves me too. Even if she didn’t mention it, I knew that already. But, as always, it was nice to hear.