That’s the question I’ve been asking my Higher Self and Spiritual Team for the past, maybe 48 hours.
It became more pressing to find the answers out when Allison Lessard mentioned in one of her latest videos that there have been clients who have been asking the same question, and she had to tell them, no, he’s not your twin but your karmic soulmate. And she went on to say that they spent 10, 20 years or so waiting and hoping for their twin, but in reality, all they were doing was being stuck in the same place, ditching their date with destiny and progress.
Was I one of those folks? Out of the myriad of psychics who gave a thumbs up on my relationship with him, only three were skeptical and said no, we wouldn’t end up together. One of those, in fact, was the one who had enlightened me on my Starseed origins and led me onto this spiritual path that I’m on now. Ever since she told me that, however, I never went back to her.
However, since then, I have petitioned the Karmic Board to amend our soul contracts so that we would be together in this lifetime. I’ve done this with the permission of his Higher Self who joined me in petitioning, and we’ve been granted dispensation. Of course, this only happened after accomplishing what seemed like the Labours of Hercules, including retrieving the etheric counterparts of his soul fragments across time and space.
I’ve come to a point where I don’t seek out psychics anymore to answer that question, but I trust in the answers that my Higher Self gives me. If someone else told me again that I was on a fool’s errand, I think I would fall apart. I would be gambling my fragility and the delicate strands that hold me together on the opinion of someone whom I wasn’t sure if they were misguided or not. In the end, I’ve chosen to take a gamble on my Higher Self and the messages they send me, when they choose to send me such. After all, if at the end of my earthly life, during the time of reckoning, I find out that I was wrong on all counts and I ended up having lived a life not lived (yes, that sounds confusing, but you know what I mean), then I will either be sent back to start over and, at the very least, I’ll be remembering nothing until I am awakened once again. Even though the prospect of going through birthing pains prior to being enlightened isn’t all that enticing, what can I do?
Anyway, this morning, before leaving the house for work, I asked again for an answer to my question. As soon as I got into my car, his “love song” for me came on the radio — “Where My Love Goes”. That made me happy, but, of course, I still had to ask. It wasn’t a responsive answer, never mind that I liked it anyway. Then, the numbers started appearing. 33, 55, 11, with the 33s repeatedly appearing, always in pairs. They were in car plates, signages, billboards — double numbers until I got to the office.
During the drive home, after waiting out the downpour in a cafe, I felt the need for confirmation. I asked again for a sign, a message, to tell me that I was on the right path. As soon as I turned on the radio, upon leaving the parking area, guess what song was playing again? Of course, since it was climbing up the charts, that made me skeptical. Maybe I just had an awesome sense of timing, but with that song, I “heard” him telling me to be careful on the drive home because the roads were wet and slippery.
The paired numbers kept coming up again. 88, 77, 66, 55, 44, 33, 22, 11 – mostly in plates, in cab numbers. They were there almost everywhere I looked. Was this just coincidence? Or were they telling me that we were actually a pair? That was my question just as I braked for the stoplight in a major intersection. And just right then, a motorcycle eased in front of me with the plates — ND 282282. ND for “And” — then the number 2 for pair, 8 would be the symbol for twin flames upright, and the number 22 –
“Angel Number 22 encourages you to find this sense of balance and inner harmony in order to achieve a higher level of existence. By focusing on your personal needs, you can also get a greater understanding of your purpose. Guardian angels use these messages to provide us with the ability to find fulfillment through the actualization of our dreams.
If you are able to identify your journey, then you should also trust your instincts in pursuing your destiny. Angel Number 22 urges you to use your own judgment in order to reach these goals. Through proper personal harmony, you are more apt to be successful in your life.
Number 22 in numerology suggests that you stand strong in your personal beliefs and faith. If you put out positive and confident energy, you will be more open to the opportunities that will be presented to you.”
Then it ends with number 2 again, then 8, the symbol for twin flames. The plate was actually a palindrome – 282 282 282 282 282 282 , ad infinitum, just like the eternal bond of twin flames. I was being nudged with the answers again — a pair, twins, twin flames.
But because I’m always second guessing, I asked for confirmation, if what I had decoded in the blink of an eye — remember I was driving — was correct. And they, too, had a quick answer — in my peripheral vision, a cab caught my eye because it swerved to merge lanes. Its plate number — 118. 11 — the number of twins, again, the 8, its symbol.
And because I’m a pesky intuitive (and I’m glad that my guides aren’t allowed to be exasperated with me), I still asked, Really?
Another cab caught my eye. The cab’s number — 01. Which I took to mean that we were one. Hmmm, okay.
To reinforce, the number pairs kept popping up all the way home. Who knows, maybe they’re very common and I’m just noticing it now. So, do you think I have my answer?
And just as I revved up You Tube when I got home, I decided to continue watching a video I paused because I had to leave to go home. It started where I had left off, and when I played it, the first words said was “So listen to the signs and messages that your guides are giving you.” There was more, but I can’t remember right now. I just thought that it was really creepy. Oh! I remember now, she said something like, “You will question and you will doubt because now, you still cannot see” — it come to fruition or something like that, but that it was there and that we have to continue the journey and the path.
And wow, when they answer a question, they really do answer the question! What do you think? I feel that if I ask one more time, I might get an etheric bonk on the head for being so pesky, lol.