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Spiders Everywhere!

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The past two days have resulted in miserable ascension symptoms for me.  That was after the 911 call Shamama Hunting Owl and Mystic Moon Woman made about getting off social media for three days and a light language transmission to bring us closer to our twins.

That day when I listened to the light language activation was also the 2nd day of my shark week.  I am usually debilitated during my second day, but together with ascension symptoms that had me purging from almost all my orifices (vomiting and diarrhea), this one had left me incapacitated.  I could hardly hold anything down and that resulted in a mostly liquid diet the whole day through.  It was the same the day after although I had no choice but to sit up and get to work because I had a deadline to beat.

The energies that I had to anchor were related to the Solar Plexus Chakra and that’s probably why I had digestive issues.

We were also told to ground ourselves during these intense energetic shifts, to help ourselves and our twins who would be rather confused (if still unawakened) during these times.  Of course, I did that.

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In other matters, I’m getting divine inspiration for putting up my spiritual business.  My very first Reiki patient was my mom who did say that she felt the energy move through her, from the top of her head down to her feet.  She couldn’t remember much after that because she was snoring deeply throughout the rest of the session.

My pregnant cousin was my next patient — oh, I’m not counting the Reiki I give my pets okay? But they’ve been patients too.  We did it at the office because everyone else had left save for one other person who stood guard at the reception desk for any official business that may come in. The strange thing was that when I was doing reiki on her belly, the fetus seemed to send me messages.  I had the distinct feeling that it was going to be a girl and that she would turn out all right.  Next, I saw visions of how my cousin would do her best to raise her better than she (my cousin) was raised, giving her opportunities for education and all that.  And I had the sense that my cousin didn’t want the baby to turn out like her who was bound by what she didn’t know of the world.  And that when the time comes that the baby grew up and became more advanced than her mother, that her mother would resent it somewhat which she shouldn’t do.  I’m not sure if I’m supposed to tell my cousin all this.  I’ll have to ask.

When asked for feedback, my cousin said that her breathing was improved.  She initially had trouble breathing due to a cold prior to the session.  She could also feel the heat emanating from my palms and that during the times when I placed my hand on her belly, the baby was very restless.  She felt very relaxed and, in her words, felt like she got rid of a lot of toxins after the session.

As for me, I feel loads better and lighter after I do a reiki session.  It feels like I’m still carrying the light.  Despite my ADHD, the hour seems to pass by without me getting bored.  My energy doesn’t seem to get depleted because it’s actually not my energy at work but the Life Force’s.  The only strain I feel is from my own sitting/standing position while holding my palms to the body part.

Anyway, like I said, the birthing of my spiritual business is coming to a head.  I’ve had inspirations for a logo and if my Photoshop skills were more advanced than what they are, I would have come up with something better by now.  I’m still deliberating whether or not I should ask for the help of my artistic cousin with it or not. I do want to get my website up already. Putting it together will be my project work the weekend.

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On to the Spiders!

Very strange dream this morning — which is why I actually woke up late even though I was supposed to be early at the office to turn in what I had worked on throughout the night.

I was in the lanai of my grandparents’ old house.  The lanai is open and basically just fenced off from the garden and the pool by grills.  A spider egg sac blew in. I knew what it was but although I am arachnophobic in real life, I wasn’t scared.  More like curious.

So I watched as the spiders hatched forth from that egg sac.  The next thing I knew, little spiders were crawling all over me.  I didn’t feel them, so I didn’t get that creepy-crawly feeling in my dream, but I could see them.  I was just watching them move all over me, and actually pointed them out to someone else who was also in my dream.

Perspective changed in my dream and there was a close up shot of the nearly emptied egg sac.  Inside I could see the “Mother Spider”, and its beady eyes — all eight shiny black eyeballs — were staring straight at me. I went back to the spiders crawling on my arm.  If I remember correctly, I didn’t quite know what to do with them.  My waking instinct was to fling them away or to squish them, but they weren’t all that scary in my dream so I was torn between just letting them be and stomping out what truly terrified me in the third dimension.

Anyway, that’s where the dream ended because I was getting anxious enough and woke up. All in all, I think it was a good dream, bringing positive omen.  Here’s what’s been said about dreaming of spiders or spiders as an animal totem:

If Spider is your Animal Totem:
This insect totem teaches you balance between the past and future, physical and spirit, male and female. She is strength and gentleness combined. She awakens creative sensibilities and reminds you that the past is always interwoven with the future. Tarantulas (and all spiders) are the keepers of the primordial alphabet and can teach you how to write creatively. Her body is shaped like the number 8 and she has 8 legs, which is symbol of infinite possibilities of creation. Her 8 legs represent the 4 winds of change and the four directions of the medicine wheel. Spider’s message is that you are an infinite being who will continue to weave patterns of life and living throughout time. Do not fail to see the eternal plan of creation. Those who weave magic with the written word usually have this totem.

Did you see how significant the number 8 was?  That message was not lost on me.  Eight — the infinity symbol, twin flames.

Here’s another excerpt:

The spider is a remarkable figure of feminine energy and creativity in the spirit animal kingdom. Spiders are characterized by the skilled weaving of intricate webs and patience in awaiting their prey. By affinity with the spider spirit animal, you may have qualities of high receptivity and creativity. Having the spider as a power animal or totem helps you tune into life’s ebbs and flows and ingeniously weave every step of your destiny.

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As the weaver of the web, the spider symbolizes the spirit of creation. In several traditions, she’s the totemic symbol of the Mother, strong feminine energy. In Ancient Egypt, the spider was used as a symbol to represent the goddess of the Divine Mother, Neith. In some American Indian tribes, it is considered as the symbol for the creator of the world and by extension is associated with the female creative energy.

So what do I make out of all this?  I think that this spiritual business of mine is on the right path.  It is enabling the practical application/emergence of the Divine Feminine in me, and that was one of my primary missions in this lifetime — to realize the Divine Feminine. And I think this is why I feel so good after doing lightwork in line with this — it’s because it is my authentic self that I’m allowing the world to see. It raises my energy to levels of near bliss and I actually feel myself radiating light and glowing like someone in love. No wonder they said that pursuing mission will bring us closer to our twins.

And I feel the Universe supporting me in this endeavor.  The ideas come quick. The suppliers who can help me manifest it are at arm’s reach.  It’s awesome. So even before it takes off, thank you, thank you, thank you!

I love all of you!

 

 

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Portal Projectiles

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On my side of the world, it was September 8th, 2016 last night.  Since an energy portal was opening up, the first of the three — 9, 18, 27 — I thought to get ready for it.

I watched two videos of light language activations specific to the portal opening:

  1.  TWIN FLAMES LIGHT LANGUAGE BLESSINGS FROM OUR SIRIAN FRIENDS; and
  2. TWIN FLAMES LIGHT LANGUAGE FINAL RELEASE OF KARMA ACTIVATION.

While listening to these videos and letting the energy and light codes settle within me, I could feel the pressure on my crown chakra but I couldn’t really tell the movement of the energy as “Iamangelics” was narrating. I could tell that it affected me because my energy changed soon after.  I felt lighter, less fearful of the future.

I went to bed soon after that, asking my Higher Self and Spiritual Team for guidance through my dreams.  And my dreams were vivid! Except that I lost them as soon as I woke up because I wasn’t quite feeling well.

At around close to 5AM (who knows? Maybe it was really 4:44! haha, I don’t know. I didn’t look at the clock), I woke up with a very strange feeling — like I felt very hot and very cold at the same time. It’s like my body couldn’t decide what it would feel like.  It was very confusing.

I remember thinking to myself, “Am I sick? But this isn’t what sick feels like.” Normally, when I get sick in the middle of the night, I wake up with a gut wrenching feeling in the pit of my stomach and I know I have to rush to the bathroom with the runs. Very rarely do I have to throw up.  In fact, I can’t even remember the last time I threw up because I don’t get drunk anymore.

Long story short, my wondering what was besetting me was interrupted quite rudely by a familiar heave out of nowhere.  I jumped out of bed to rush to the bathroom but guess what? I didn’t even make it past the door. And I seriously felt like a tamed down version of the Exorcist projectile vomiting. This continued on in the bathroom until I didn’t have any left to spew and I set about cleaning up the mess so I could get back to bed and “mend myself” with rest.

I was fine in the morning after I’d gotten a couple of hours sleep.  It didn’t even feel like those days when I’d get sick the night before and I’d be afraid to take in anything for fear of becoming best friends with the bathroom again.  I just felt hungry which I only took as normal since I expelled everything inside me the night before.

So what was that all about?  I don’t think it was anything I ate because I had been clean eating the past week and didn’t take anything unusual. It certainly wasn’t a case of ingesting too much carbs because I didn’t.  I had a hunch it had something to do with the portal energies and I asked my Higher Self and Spiritual Team to confirm this.  I usually do this during the drive to work and then forget that I asked a question or that my Spiritual Team was given a “special assignment” for the day as soon as I get into work mode.

Every time I relax though — meaning I’m not in the middle of doing something, the answers come.  The first one was when I was on a break, and I was there smoking my ciggie by my lonesome.  A butterfly came up, the first I’d seen in the long time I’d been taking my breaks there.  It was rather big and I was just watching it fly about and then it fluttered right across my line of sight, very close to me.  I kept very still wondering if it would land on me, but it didn’t.  It just flew straight on.  There was a cat nearby getting ready to pounce on it, and for a second, I was scared it would catch it and it would die.  And when the cat attempted to pounce, the butterfly deftly avoided it. Whew.

The second sign came much later in the evening on my way home from entertaining myself with a movie and some shopping, lol.  I was very near my house already when I remembered my “question” and right there in front of me was a small tricycle (a common mode of transportation where I live) with the numbers 999 looming in front of me.

I asked; they answered.  Definitely, this was portal related.  Unlike other twins who have been talking about having headaches leading up to it or being told to rest and all that, since I’ve been so engrossed in being paranoid about my parents migration and the eventual problems it would cause me, I didn’t have time to feel anything else.  My theory is that when I finally “made myself available” for these activations and energies to work themselves through me, whatever clearing, purging, divine alchemical transposition they were supposed to do came hard and fast.  It was like a dam breaking because I had been fending it off the past couple of days.  It was like the energies displaced the volume of whatever was inside me so that had to be expelled.

You know, sometimes I feel like the dumbest starseed of the lot because I don’t get signs, visions, etc. as clear as the others seem to get. It’s like I have to piece things together all the time and it becomes another episode in the series The Little Lost Starseed. So I must be like the class goat or something.  Or maybe since I come from such a distant and ancient galaxy — my healer couldn’t even identify it at first, she could only tell that I’ve lived lifetimes in Pleiades and Orion but really wasn’t from there — that I hardly remember anything.

But I am from Lyra and my home was obliterated by some alien bad guys that’s why us Lyrans had to move to different galaxys.  That’s also most probably why I volunteered to be a twin.  You know, not really having a “home base” anymore, so sure, let’s go to Earth and see what’s there.  It’s just another adventure anyway.

But that adventure turned out to be several lifetimes separated from my twin who reminds me best of “home”.  And now, I’m tired and I want to go home.