Forced LOA


Been down with the flu for the past 2 days where I spent most of my time just sleeping and wondering when my body malaise would just go away.  This came after I frantically rushed after my deadline at work in order not to incur the wrath of my boss.

So I wasn’t able to do the weekly readings nor was I able to do any work or make advances in any one of my projects.  I attempted doing some errands this morning, but that left me winded and weak.  I hardly have any voice and any sound that comes out of me sounds like a tortured frog, so readings are really out of the question.  Plus, I asked if I was well enough to do them and Spirit said no.  My head is starting to clear though, but because I can barely get any oxygen into my airways any sustained thought there is short-lived, lol.

I went from worrying how to do everything to not being able to do anything! Anyway, it’s all good.  A reset button, if you will.  I’ll know when I’m back in action when every little thing doesn’t get me cranky anymore.  Right now, only the company of my dogs are the ones that don’t irritate me.

I did get a reading last Friday about my dilemma about work vs. mission and the guidance I was given was to hang-in there until M comes around.  Just juggle and keep on balancing work, mission and other lines of business.  And when this flu finally hit, despite me wanting to carry on and get a headstart on my backlog in any of those areas, I just broke down crying and kept asking for assistance from my spiritual team, the angels, the Archangels and God.  I wasn’t even asking that my twin make an appearance and save me from making a choice, because I already know that regardless of the timing of when he makes his reappearance, I’ll still have to deal with this.

So this respite was good in that it forced me to rest, to detach myself from that frantic energy I had been living with in the past few weeks.  Being busy was good too because from what little I’ve skimmed through the TF groups, there’s a dissident faction out there insisting that all this TF stuff is make believe.  Basically though, they’re composed of the souls who have not yet embraced the concept of “no time” and want quick reward in the 3D timeline. I don’t blame them though. Maybe life would be happier just experiencing things in 3D; that is, if 3D is all you’ve experienced thus far.  If you’ve already merged with your twin if 5D, it’s very difficult to want anything else, especially if you’ve realized that it took you so many lifetimes to even come into that knowing.

I say it’s good that I was detached because, again, it keep clear focus if you don’t get involved in 3D politics.  I say politics because even though it doesn’t govern affairs of state, it’s how people interact which each other, trying to best each other’s school of thought.  It’s very 3D.  That’s why I was never attracted to Twin Flame teachers who jump on other people who may be misguided. Candace does that.  Says it brings out the — I forget which State she referenced — Detroit, maybe? — girl in her.  All that is tabloid and 3D drama, however which way you put it.

Does the sun have to convince the people on Earth that it shines? That it rises in the East and sets in the West?

No, it doesn’t. It just does.

And there will be people who may have been born inside a cave and lived all their lives in it, and the moment that they see sunshine, they will argue with you that no, life on earth is predominantly dark. In fact, sunshine is so rare that they don’t like it because they get blinded by it after having lived in a cave for so long.  But the cave is their home; their everyday; their life. So, no, they would not agree that sunshine is good for them.

There’s more to that analogy.  Unfortunately, brain has gotten foggy again and I think I need to lie down.  So until next time. Take care.


About ButterKate

Mistress of MuMu and Maximus ; highly complex Gemini; semi-jaded romantic; purveyor of inane and profound conversation; incessant chocoholic; caffeine-free; mad driver on the road; pheromone questor; control freak; neurotic disguised with calm outer appearance; sufficiently amiable when placid, terrifying when provoked; occasional ditz; sporadic provider of life altering insights; retired poet; provider of mischief as the need arises; patron of destiny advisers; truth-teller (yes, the emperor has no clothes).

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