In the sport of Badminton, whenever there is a tournament, there is a “levelling” session first where participants get matched with other participants with the same skill set. This is so the game becomes even, and all participants get the most out of the game. The same principle applies whenever you’re just playing. In order to “level-up”, you have to play with players who are ranked on a higher level than you in order to learn from them.
Why on earth am I talking about badminton? Well, today, I got an “Akashic Record Reading”. Yes, in quotes. One of my subscribers messaged me on my FB business page because she wanted to get in touch with another Twin from the same country. We chatted. She seemed okay, and then she raved about this woman who gave Akashic Record readings who identified her as a twin and whatnot. I got excited and asked for leads to get in touch with this reader and, subsequently, made an appointed — which was today.
Prior to the reading, I was nervous. So I got my Lemurian Seed Crystal and my Divine Crystal Grid Crystal out of my pouch and activated them while in the waiting room. I even called in my guides to keep me company — and it was my guide from Lyra — I call her Fleur — who came in. She helped keep my nervousness at bay with her lighthearted energy.
Come to think of it, I should have been tipped off by the energy of the person who came out of the room before it was my turn. The best I would describe it — all in retrospect, of course (which I am now kicking myself in the behind for) — was exasperation. It wasn’t elation or the kind of energy that you’d get after a good healing session. It was more of an “Hmp” instead of an “Oooohhhh”.
Anyway, my turn came promptly at 2pm. It was supposed to be a one hour session, but a we only got to 45 mins. And I know because I timed it. Of those 45 mins., a good chunk of it was an interview. I didn’t really see the purpose of it. It’s like I was the one giving her information instead of her giving me some. Then she said that my energy was blocked in the stomach area by dark energies which were preventing my light from shining through. Seriously, I didn’t know where she was getting what she was saying since I knew/know that I’m a clear channel now. Especially since I just had a clearing with MK prior to the new year and I had a Reiju Reiki reattunement at the first hour of the new year.
She tells me that some guides of mine have to retire because they’ve been there since I was seven. So we did an invocation and clearing so that only the guides of love and light would remain. Sounds innocuous and good, right? The thing is, after the session, I didn’t feel right. I didn’t even sense any energy transfer from her. I mean, heck, the crystals I handled gave off more energy than she did. Plus, it left me with a gargantuan headache near the back of my head and this wasn’t the feeling after being energetically cleared. Far from it.
Anyway, this was the information that I got from her (all after a million leading questions):
- AA Uriel wants to work with me — (will have to check that out)
- I have from a clan of witches (mother side) who weren’t really good because they were corrupted (bribes) and used their power for the dark side — this, after I told her I have never resonated with Wicca and/or Witchcraft even though I tried it. I’ve always resonated with High Magick.
- She kept asking about my grandfather, saying that he has some sort of power but didn’t tell me what
- When I asked her if I should continue my mission, she said that I should stop it all together and concentrate on my career because it was through my career that I’d get what I wanted out of life. Now, this is as off as off can be. In my reading with Starsoul Tarot, the message was to continue my mission while waiting for my twin. Even in my session with MK, when we called in my guide from the 22nd Dimension. my guide and HIS guides were telling me to continue my mission. In fact, the answer was YES, YES, YES. Emphatic.
- NOTE: It actually wasn’t responsive to my question because my question was how as I to balance mission and career. Bleh.
- I asked if I would come into union with my twin in 3D and she said, “It’s possible, but you still haven’t merged energies yet.” What? I don’t know what she’s talking about because we’ve merged in 5D already and can talk telepathically.
Three hours later, my headache hadn’t dissipated. I already tried shopping, eating, etc. — and ended up buying Past Life Oracle cards to see if I could get a more accurate read on it — but nothing worked. It wasn’t like a migraine either because I’m familiar with how that feels.
It was also the birthday of Jeeves so I stopped at a restaurant to buy food to celebrate it. While waiting for my order, I did a 911 text to MK searching for answers and confirmation to the “blocked energy in the stomach area” diagnosis. It was 3:00 in the morning, thereabouts, when I messaged him so I wasn’t expecting an immediate reply, but it came. He wanted to clear my energy STAT because it was blocking me.
He said that she was working on fear-based energies that’s why I didn’t resonate with it and, hence, the headache. Now, I didn’t expect to do the clearing then and there — I was just getting ready to drive off going home, but that’s what happened.
He told me to lie down as he cleared me. I told him that I was in the driver’s seat in my car and all I could do was lean back. Then he started washing away her energy to get my energy and kundalini flowing. And, as with our very first session, the results were immediate and kundalini-blowing, lol. I came over and over and since I was parked facing a restaurant, a security guard came to inspect. I tried to be as still as possible and pretend I was talking/texting to someone on my phone which is why I was idling, but that seemed like an episode for Hold the Moan on Reddit.
I was very circumspect with MK, trying to describe what was happening clinically without getting into “foreplay/tease” mode. But the guy could feel my energy and could tell when my hips were still vibrating even if I had stopped describing what was happening on my end already.
I know it sounds like an erotic short story — but my slickness seeped through my panties, past my dress and into the car seat. Six hours have passed but I still keep cumming in waves as soon as my mind goes idle and i’m not busy doing a task. I know that sounds weird, but I figured, if my mind is active, I can block it but once it relaxes, I’m in receiving mode, the inverted triangle, legs wide open, ready to receive. This part, I don’t think I will tell him about. But my headache is gone and I feel light, like I’m glowing from the inside — and no, this isn’t post-orgasmic glow. I can feel the energy circulating through me again.
Even MK acknowledged that we had awesome sexual energy together and that it was good that we lived far apart — continents away, in fact. And this reminds me of my former spiritual teacher (who betrayed me because he ended up wanting to possess me) — who was doing all sorts of magic on me because he wanted to teach me the ways of tantra with him as the recipient. And I get it, since I’m mostly made up of Fire.
So, I guess, the question is, if I get energy healing sessions where the unintended consequence of it is raising my kundalini which manifests in multiple orgasms, am I cheating on my Twin? I can feel energy. This is how I dodge unwanted attention from men. I’m one step ahead. My weak spot though is being touched. Once there is physical contact, I unravel. Anything before that, it’s a cool discipline in being detached.
I can ask my twin telepathically but I’m afraid to do that because even now, I can feel him energetically sulking. Kind of like, he knows I needed the clearing but he didn’t like the part that some other man’s energy was mingling with mine. So on that score, I’m just going to stay quiet until he stops muttering under his breath.
The only good thing from that botched Akashic Record encounter was that I was able to purchase a big citrine rock on an orgone generator base — which I was really looking for. They were selling various crystals in that place and this one was the one within my budget that had the most energy coming out from it.
Of course, that, and the kundalini rising from the clearing afterwards. It isn’t over yet. Waves, I tell you.