I think my twin just sent me a message through Ebay, LOL.
I’ve been rather detached (spiritually) from my Twin ever since I started mission. My focus has been getting the word out and helping those who ask for healing or guidance. It didn’t bother me though because even if I’m not in a “pining and whining” state, it doesn’t change anything. I still love him.
He has been sending me signals though (mainly through syncs and song) that he feels he’s being ignored. It was kind of like a kid throwing a tantrum and just hankering for attention. I didn’t really indulge him though because, yeah, I’m tough love and all that. The one who can resist puppy dog eyes from my dogs and crocodile tears from my nieces and nephews, lol.
Anyway, for a brief moment during my drive home, I was overcome with the emotion of overflowing love for him that I was crying and wiping my tears and just calling on my guardian angels to take over my driving since I was in such a state. Earlier on, I was shopping and bought Christmas decor quite gleefully since this was the first Christmas we’d spend “together”. In love and about to get married — that’s how it felt.
When I got home, I quickly stepped into mission mode because Spirit was urging me to deliver messages to my subscribers. You know, not straight on readings, but just teaching messages. I was intently looking for royalty free background footage as a workaround to me not showing my face on YouTube.
Sidebar — why do I not want to show my face on YouTube?
- It’s distracting. Not that I’m butt ugly — far from it, but with some readers, I feel it’s getting to be an ego thing. I’ve been in the Broadcasting and Theatre fields so I do know how to “preen” for the camera; but that’s not the point during the mission. It’s not about me.
- I don’t want to have to be concerned about make up and what I’m wearing and all that when I deliver Spirit’s messages. I have enough of that in 3D.
- I feel that other folks’ first impression of me will be a hindrance to them actually getting the guidance they need.
It’s not that I’m shy — far from it. In real life, I can come off as intimidating sometimes. If you remember the character Judy Dench played (the Queen) in Shakespeare in Love — well, that’s the vibe I give off. So I’m holding off on the up close and personal visual right now.
There are other reasons, but for now, I’m leaving it at my top three.
Now, back to my Ebay story.
While I was being a busybee searching for background vids to my voice-over, I checked my email and I had a message from a Seller I’d bought Shungite from. The strange thing was that I had this certain feeling while reading it that it really wasn’t from him,t but from my twin. In essence, he was apologizing for the delay in the package. His phone (communication line) and wallet (finances) were lost and he had just realized I had a pending order. He then reassured me that he was shipping it out first thing tomorrow and that he would send bonuses because I had been so patient.
Since the arrival of my package was really time sensitive on my part (it had to coincide with my vacationing relatives still being there to bring it home with them), I decide to check where the item is coming from.
Guess what? It’s from the state where my Twin lives.
Chills, right? It made me laugh out loud though and grin like a Cheshire cat. Telepathically, I told him all was good. I loved him and he could come when he’s ready.