Monthly Archives: August 2015

Paralysis

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Most days, I wake up with a list, and all I have to do is to figure out which one gets crossed out first, but today was different.  I woke up feeling despairingly lost and in a panic.

Christmas is right around the corner, especially if you consider that, in my country, it starts in September.   I don’t know what to do about that.  And I’m beside myself with panic.  At this point,either of the following things would be more than welcome:

  • a Deus Ex Machina
  • a Fairy Godmother
  • a Genie that would grant wishes
  • a Miracle

Every time my mind wanders to my situation, my thoughts become a constant prayer for deliverance.  It may have actually been answered already.  It makes me feel a bit better to think about it that way.  It’s just taking its sweet time to manifest in this 3D world.  I hope that’s the case.