Most days, I wake up with a list, and all I have to do is to figure out which one gets crossed out first, but today was different. I woke up feeling despairingly lost and in a panic.
Christmas is right around the corner, especially if you consider that, in my country, it starts in September. I don’t know what to do about that. And I’m beside myself with panic. At this point,either of the following things would be more than welcome:
- a Deus Ex Machina
- a Fairy Godmother
- a Genie that would grant wishes
- a Miracle
Every time my mind wanders to my situation, my thoughts become a constant prayer for deliverance. It may have actually been answered already. It makes me feel a bit better to think about it that way. It’s just taking its sweet time to manifest in this 3D world. I hope that’s the case.